May 8, 2020

In this episode I explore memories and the space between thoughts where are primordial selves exist. 

My son encounters a wild and dangerous animal and another takes him away forever.

I feel the beating of distant drums from a tribe I can't recall but when i lost him, I was reunited with universal grief and sorrow which connected me to nature.

I spiral some dark thoughts and I almost wished to die which led me across a bizarre threshold.