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My Podcast is only being made because I no longer have a relationship with my son. It takes the place of our conversations and serves as a memorial, to him, to truth and to fighting the scourge of escapism, predation and bullshit in our drug infested culture.

Oct 2, 2020

I'm struggling with dark feelings. I try to let him go, to accept my life as it is. 

There is so much less.

Inside outside, I face my mortality under these conditions.

I don't want to waste my own life feeling this bitterness.

not sure yet. It is just me creating this, or is it?

Limited time. I commit myself to at least one course of action