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My Podcast is only being made because I no longer have a relationship with my son. It takes the place of our conversations and serves as a memorial, to him, to truth and to fighting the scourge of escapism, predation and bullshit in our drug infested culture.

Jan 1, 2021

The grief continues. I hate the holiday season. 

I'm grateful to life but that doesn't dampen my rage and disturbed soul.

The fact that he elected to abuse hard death street drugs, haunts me.

I still jump whenever the phone rings.

Total bullshit.